I'd like to try out solitary confinement.

It's quite possible that I have an addiction to people. I love loving them. I love laughing at them. I love talking to them. I love crying with them. I just love them. And quite frankly I'm tired of it. If I didn't think I would commit suicide by secluding myself into solitude I would do it in a heartbeat. I just like living way to much to kill myself. Therefore I cannot be alone, even when I want to be................Could someone shut the fucking lights off?